Saturday, October 8
i won't talk about promos.
there is no reason for me to feel this way. at all. oh i should be rejoicing. i should be dancing up and down the corridors. but somehow it just feels heavy, heavy inside. inside the hole i think they call a heart.
sometimes blurting everything out seems so easy. but oh, i know the consequences. i could lose everything. and gain nothing. i've never done that yet.
why can't you see? or are you so very blind? but if you did see, i wouldn't know what to do.
this song is really getting to me.
i wanted to tell you, how odd it is that glances can be so empty, that the windows to your soul can be so shielded. but such things are only weak.
it must've been love.
12:28 am
xoxo
